I drank the koolaid.

Actually not only did I drink the koolaid but I am now running around with a funnel trying to share my lurve with everyone! I am obessed with my new ipod. I say new but actually what I mean is my first ipod ever. I have been a creative fan for 5 years and recently went with a sansa, but finally after one too many car trips with my family I decided I am going ipod, I want video. I am beyond estatic. I swear you get addicted just touching it. Really you do. It is so freaking cool. I can now listen to all my music and watch pretty in pink and the 16 candles all in one pink plastic covered device. Oh and the accesories! Oh there are so many choices. Its good to go with the rest of the lemmings somtimes, they have more choices. I am totally converted. So much that I think my next computer will be a, gasp, mac. Yep I said it. After years of refusing anything to do with Apple I am now totally sleeping with the enemy, hell I am a total slut for them.

Priceless

Monster Truck Tickets- $52.00

Concession Stand- $20.50

Souvenir Stand- $58.00

Parking at Civic Center- $5.00

Seeing the look on my son's face when he saw Gravedigger for the first time- Absolutely Priceless

A day at the beach

Yesterday a friend invited me to come out to her beach house with her. I sorta didn't want to because I have this overwhelming need to not commit to anything because I don't want to get up and have to be somewhere. But I said yes and drug my tired ass out of bed, its tired cause it stays up all night keeping the rest of me up with it. We packed 4 kids in the van and off we go. We swam, kayaked, played, ate, and just hung out. We ended up having a awesome time and I was able to relax and even have fun playing with my kids. It seems like everything has been so overwhelming and they have been on my nerves so much that its been hard for me to have fun with them. But we did and it was a blast and I am so glad I did. I came home feeling so good, relaxed and at peace. I didn't mind my slight sunburn or my cut up feet, my feet have some special magnet that also are in oyster shells.

Times are a changing

Warning if you are my mother in law or anyone remotely related to me please leave now, we are about to discuss sexy times, thanks!

So I think there is something to that whole 30 year old sexual peak thing. It has been insane lately. It seems to be all I think of. I am seriously a teenage boy trapped in a minivan driving mama's body. This is not a bad thing, except for my freaking husband has been out of town a lot and its getting old. I swear I used to could go forever and everything was fine. My dear husband once put it that I was a sexual camel that stores it up till the next time. We are going to leave any camel toe remarks in our minds mmmk? I really hate this twist of fate that has cause me to have all these feelings now. I mean for years my husband was begging and I was like no thanks! Three kids, new baby, stress, moves, etc etc. There was always a reason why not to. I think karma is a bitch and she has got me good this time. In other sexy times news if you have not discovered the yoga ball, you must. Yes that's right go do it on a yoga ball, it doesn't matter who's on top try it both ways. You can thank me later.

How far do you go?

Disclaimer-
From now on we will assume I am either bat shit crazy or on pain pills. I don't have a wooden paper towel holder, it's red. Enjoy the post!

How far will you take the matching thing? Purse and shoes? Tablecloth and napkin? Lipstick and blush? Well I am rather embarrassed to say that I have to match my paper towel holder to my napkin holder. It doesn't matter to me that they reside across the kitchen from each other. I am incapable of buying ones that don't match. I tried today. I have a wood paper towel holder and a white napkin holder, its bothered me for months that they don't match. So I tried to find a new napkin holder since I love my paper towel holder. Nope it ain't happening, I can't find a wooden one. I just can't buy one that isn't matching wood. I must have matching ones. I am either going to drive myself nuts trying to find a matching napkin holder or I am going to have to give up my much loved paper towel holder. I must have been out of my mind to buy one without the other to began with. God the decisions we are forced to make in life. Don't step in that sarcasm I just dripped.

Maturity part deux

So I am taking this whole maturity thing to heart. I am going to start dressing like a big girl. Unfortunately I guess that means I will have to keep putting on my big girl panties. I have stopped buying clothes that come from the juniors department. I haven't bought a thing with a logo or brand on it. I am really applying myself here. I am trying to dress my age. My issue is I always feel like I am playing dress up. I just have to wrap my mind around the fact that I am 30 years old and I need to dress like it. I am also working on stopping my rather bad habit of going out of the house, to the store, etc with no makeup on. I also tend to wear gym clothes everyday rather I am going there or not, they are just so comfty! So from here on out if you see me slinking around Target looking like hell please feel free to give my big girl panties a wedgie and take me to task. I am going to do better I SWEAR!

A million things

I have a million things on my mind right now. It's literally reeling. We may or may not be moving. I have no clue what to do about the school situation in this new town. I have to get the kids ready for school to start here. I had oral surgery and my mouth is sore, I am so worried I am going to get dry socket, I have to get through today and I think my chances of getting it will be done. I have to get my house clean and in order, and ready to put up for sale if he gets this job, if not it at least has to be cleaned. I am just really stressed over every thing right now. I just feel like this summer has been such a waste and its one freaking thing after another and nothing seems to go right. It seems like every trip has been wasted due to some type of pain I have had. Its really getting on my last nerve. I am getting really tired of putting on my big girl panties and dealing with it, I just want to hang them bitches up on a flag pole somewhere.

Maturity

There is a lot to be said for being mature. Older people might take a little longer to do things but I don't think that's always a bad thing. Take talking for instance. Older more, mature people take their time conversing, they think out what they are going to say. I really need to age a bit or look into this maturity thing cause I tend to open my mouth rapid fire and just say whatever the heck is on my mind. Yeah there is a lot to be said for maturity, either that or I need a censorship mouth piece.